In 1997 I killed myself.
God had another plan.
“My Demon, My Jesus” tells my extraordinary story about demonic oppression as a child and my struggle with suicidal depression as a young adult.
When I was 30 years old, I attempted suicide by swallowing a handful of sleeping pills. It worked. I died and my spirit left my body before I was brought back to life in the hospital. I am here today because God saved my life. He sent four angels who helped me call for help before I died.
However my battle with depression was far from over. I spent the next three years addicted to prescription medication under the care of a psychiatrist. But pills cannot cure depression.
Again God miraculously healed me. I am now completely free of depression and medication. God has shown me how to live an amazing life of joy and victory. ”My Demon, My Jesus” describes my healing process. I believe others who suffer from depression can follow these same steps to reach true lasting healing.
Then in 2019 I began experiencing astonishing visions where my soul traveled to heaven to pray for the world with millions of other saints. Today the visions continue weekly and God has taught me so much through them. He loves and cares deeply about each one of us and wants us to know Him intimately. I was being called to join with the saints in praying for our world, for a great awakening that would draw all people to God.
One of God’s charges was that I write everything down, every vision in detail. As I did this I realized that there was a connection between the visions and my own life journey, from my early experiences of demonic oppression and suicide to eventual miraculous healing through the love of Christ. I began to understand that my visions about God’s love for us were also a message to others struggling with depression. My own story of God’s healing could be used to help others learn how to seek God’s healing presence through meditative prayer.
So I told it all… from a demonically oppressed disturbed child who also fell in love with Jesus and prayed to become a Christian at six years old…to a suicidally depressed young adult who overdosed on sleeping pills and was brought back from death in the hospital…to years addicted to prescription drugs…to miraculous healing, victorious life, and divine visions.
My healing was miraculous. But it was not instantaneous. It was a process of learning how to think in a healthy way, how to shift my thoughts and spirit life from defeat to victory. My prayer is that my journey will help others climb their way out of the trap of poisonous thought patterns and prescribed drug addictions. There are so many of us out there fighting this battle…
Targeted Age Group:: 20s-50s
What Inspired You to Write Your Book?
This memoir tells of my tangled passage from brokenness, drug addiction, demonic oppression and death into healing and spiritual awakening. Today I am completely drug and depression free. In the two decades since my suicide attempt and out-of-body death experience, God has guided me into true healing from depression, and taught me to enjoy a deeply victorious life. My prayer is that my story will help others escape from the prisons of their own demons and depressions.
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